Ask your MD. to refer you to someone.
Or you can seek referrals from your local hospital, if they have a referral svc.
Good luck to you.
And welcome to PC.
I have wished people would have been nicer to me too! And in general.
I have faced the fact that life is not fair, why expect all people to be.
I treasure the kind people I meet along the way, they are golden as you know.
peace and love,
nightbird