I've totally forgotten the name and details of the back up lady you said would 'take over' if anything happened to you. We realised that after last time it was imperative for there to be a plan, and for some reason I am now feeling like I need to reiterate that plan. I'm not surprised given last session really. But I know you are away next week and that worries me. I wonder if I wrack my brains whether it will come to me. I mean I didn't even check what details you had given her? How would she get in touch? What have you told her? Where would we start? Not worried questions but just feeling like we need to revisit the plan.

I'm not going to let us do this without a backup in place.