I won't walk away. I won't give up on the possibility. Not while you and I are both still on this planet. Not unless you expressly tell me that we can't, because you don't want to. I won't accept shouldn't as a reason. It was you who taught me that 'should' can be a damaging word. And it isn't like it's not allowed. I've read the 'rules'. So yeah, sorry not sorry, I'm still here and I still really want some form of relationship with you, in person.