I am having such trouble finding words right now. I know I need to connect but I am just all out of words.

I've been back at my parents' for 2 months while they recovered from an accident. They were severely abusive to me growing up. They live in horrendous circumstances now and being immersed in it for 2 months had driven me to the lowest point of my adult life.

I don't know what to do. I might try and post again tomorrow, I just don't have words right now. It's hard.

Thank you for listening.