For September, she's taking off for one week with no contact and then will do telehealth another week because she'll be out of town. October will be the worst: she's cancelling for 2 weeks where I'll have no contact. November is Thanksgiving. And then she'll take off probably the whole 1-2 weeks for Christmas/New Years.

I'm tired of her schedule. She takes off all federal holidays because of her stupid H. It feels like she's not committed to her job as much anymore.

I'm not talking to her right now. It's my way of throwing a tantrum. I don't want to say anything mean and I don't want to manipulate her. So sitting in silence is the best thing I could do right now.