I've been feeling off all day. Physically mostly. I went to my room to charge my phone and I was freezing as normal and so I put on my hoodie blanket. Then my mom went to the store and asked me to clean up a mess the cats had made. So I went to do that and I got really lightheaded. I mean like seriously lightheaded. I was getting tunnel vision and I couldn't see out of the corner of my eyes and my heart was pounding really fast. I made it back to bed before I almost passed out.

But this whole day I've just been feeling off and lightheaded and seeing floating orb things and I ate this morning but besides that I've been snacky but not really hungry. Like I feel something bad is going to happen to me even though I'm probably just anemic.

But do you ever feel like eventually its all going to make sense? Some of it already has but I can't mention it here since it will have to reveal personal information about someone I know. But when I found it out my heart sunk and I was like "so thats why."