Mom has been sleeping all day and staying up all night. I’m the exact opposite. I’ve been withdrawing from my friends and from socializing over the past two months. I feel so lonely sometimes in what feels like this mausoleum of a house. Tonight is such a night. I’ll see my daughter tomorrow then spend the rest of the day at the pool so this is temporary but it’s painful. I don’t like it at all. I’m an extreme introvert which makes it so puzzling that it’s happening. I guess I’ll make myself some honey lavender tea, rent a movie or get involved in a good book then head to bed early.

Mom just got up and I’m in an impatient, bad mood with her. Rare. Probably good I’ve been alone today. It will pass.

I hope everyone has a peaceful evening.