I had no intentions of posting here but have a change of mind. Just an update I'm/we are a 100% different person again. No idea my name or if I even have history in inner world but definitely know my desires and goals. Previous inhabitants to this body each wanted to do their own thing, to stop in the middle of long going projects so we hardly ever finish anything and I'm no exception to that. I want so much to do something else but it hurts that this body has spent so much time on its present project. I don't understand why we have memory of this bodies past. It's like we are lost souls switching in and out of this body like a revolving door who link up to the bodies memories. But then there are posts this body has made of alters who know they're name and inner world life. There's missing time. Things happen at night while this body is asleep but there's no memory of what happened. There's missing time during therapy that we know alters took control of the body.
Why do I have so much passion to do something. It's hard to control. But I won't be in body for long. I think my name is Darold.
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