Less than three days until my first appointment with my new pdoc and I am dreading it. It's a telehealth appointment. I already have a bad taste in my mouth of her after instructions she gave to my fss worker last week (I mean this was because of my former NP's fk up so I am trying to keep an open mind). I think I'm gonna quit ACT if it doesn't go well and find a pdoc that takes Medicaid outside of the CMHC. F**k therapy, case management, FSS, and "supportive employment" (who I have been told I'm getting hooked up with since day one but I have not heard a word from whomever is in charge).
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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