Last night was pretty much a wash. I read until early morning, then tossed and turned for for hours. I’d guess it was close to or after 5 am when I finally slept. Had more dreams of being in a bad spot episode wise. It seems like ever since I started thinking seriously of stopping my latuda that I’ve been having hospital dreams or dreams in which things are falling apart. Last night or rather this morning my dreams were of a drop in center. It was rather a cool drop in center for MI. It was in a previous store so it was this one enormous room that was portion off into different areas. One area was for playing video games, several for groups in a circle, one area with tables and snacks that looked a lot like what the Red Cross sets up. Are these dreams a premonition or just fears?
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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