Thank you all very much! Trying not to disappear again. I just had to go to the hospital for 2 weeks the very next day and since have been so down that I can hardly do anything. The IP dr was very aggressive with my meds to bring me down from mania so he completely removed me from several meds including my Wellbutrin and trintellix which were my only defense against depression. Now I’m working with my own psych to get everything straightened out. I go back to work on Wed after almost a month off and I’m very nervous. I’m even having trouble showering and still worried about panic attacks. I can’t take xanex at work, it will knock me out. Sigh…I go see my pdoc again tomorrow so we’ll see what she says.