Welcome Londonsky.
I too am bipolar 1. I also go back home to check if I locked the door to my apartment and after I lock my car, I have to lift the door handle to make sure it's locked.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat - He who sings prays twice
Ingrezza 80 mg
Propranolol 40 mg
Benztropine 1 mg
Vraylar 4.5 mg
Gabapentin 600 mg
Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily