I have another update on my mom. She's definitely never going back home again. She's had a ton of tests today and will again on Monday. Not sure what they are until I'm able to talk directly with my sister. I've been getting updates from my brother. She now realizes what's going on and is upset that she can't go back home. She told my sister that she wants to die now. I knew she would hate her life like this. She wasn't even very accepting of all her health problems that she had prior to this. The hospital has admited that the ER dr screwed up big time and should never have let me take her home. My brother is offering to have her live with him instead of a nursing home. I hope she decides to take him up on his offer. Unfortunately, it will mean that she will live several hours away from me and we won't be able to talk every day like we've been doing before this happened. I'll *really* miss her but I think it is better for her to be with family instead of in a nursing home. She can always change her mind at any point and come back to Toronto if she isn't happy living so far away from both my sister and I. She is never going to get any better than she is now. Like I said, she is not happy at all and has expressed that she wants to die now. I'm so distraught over all this. I can't stand to see my mom like this. It's so heartbreaking. My brother, sister and I will be getting together on Sunday to discuss everything together. I'm having an extremely hard time dealing with this.