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Aug 07, 2022, 11:59 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Originally Posted by Nammu
Last night was pretty much a wash. I read until early morning, then tossed and turned for for hours. I’d guess it was close to or after 5 am when I finally slept. Had more dreams of being in a bad spot episode wise. It seems like ever since I started thinking seriously of stopping my latuda that I’ve been having hospital dreams or dreams in which things are falling apart. Last night or rather this morning my dreams were of a drop in center. It was rather a cool drop in center for MI. It was in a previous store so it was this one enormous room that was portion off into different areas. One area was for playing video games, several for groups in a circle, one area with tables and snacks that looked a lot like what the Red Cross sets up. Are these dreams a premonition or just fears?
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I have a strong feeling that they are fears, in the sense that your subconscious mind feels (or knows) you are threatened by inability to sleep and by the possible loss of the security of the Latuda. The combination is, after all, potentially dangerous to your mental well-being.
My heart goes out to you with regard to your inability to sleep, Nammu. I have so much empathy for you. Something I keep reminding myself of is that it is common for people with mental illness to have an inability to sleep during the night, but an easy time with daytime sleep. I have read studies about it, how the brain "switches" night and day. I am battling with the same miserable situation. 
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