Glad to see you back but sorry to hear you are struggling. It's good that you're working diligently with health care providers to get back on track.

Divorce is very unpleasant. I found switching gears back into being a single-person very hard, but once i made it, i never went back and it's been 26 years! Partnerships are very complicated with bipolar. I feel i am managing my life better now that i am single than when i was married. It's a lot more predictable. I have privacy to suffer my depressions and freedom to enjoy my manias. I was recently tempted by a partnership with a younger man, but ultimately i decided i'm better off on my own. Luckily things had not gotten too far and we were able to part without rancor.

So: hang in there, an easier life awaits you!