I'd be happy to channel it and get rid of all this medication. My first psychosis was so intense I couldn't remember many events or specially some events in the right order. Yes, I'd like to learn some methods to "surf the wave" when it comes rather than smothering it artificially. I'll never know, cose I'm into the meds' web big time now and nobody seems to offer a better alternative...here, in the US or in the deep Amazonian forest, I guess...