I’m having a bad case of the blahs today. Motivation is low. I took an extra Vraylar. My anxiety has also been high. I’ll be a few pills short this month in my Klonopin. That doesn’t happen often. It’s cloudy and over cast…I don’t feel like going to the pool. That probably doesn’t help things. Neither does waking up between 2-4 am night after night. I did talk to my daughter yesterday and that was lovely. We’ll meet this Sunday to visit and I am in charge of setting up the tubing adventure. That will be fun and I’ll do that soon.

I signed mom and I up for a Griefshare class that starts Sunday and she started crying. She doesn’t want to go so we won’t. At least she is seeing a therapist. I’m much further along in processing my grief. I do adjust quickly to things and that was her only son and first child. I do understand. It’s a tough situation.

I hope everyone has a peaceful day.