I'm wondering if the reason I'm still so involved with my transference T after 1.5 years is because she was the last person I was romantically attracted to before my sex drive died. Like I know this can happen sometimes to trans people and thats why people turn to drugs and binge drinking and eating and stuff. But I don't do any of that. I just can't let go of her. And I'm wondering If its just because I don't feel attraction to anyone anymore for some reason. Either my hormones calmed down or my hystrectomy killed it. Its an interesting thought though and one I hadn't thought of before.