My father was in the hospital fighting cancer. He started refusing treatments and yesterday decided he was going home no matter what. My sister lives with him and has been giving me updates. He's unable to walk, so he cannot go to the bathroom on his own... and has refused any help from family members or friends in the house.... and
because he left without proper home care in place, he's just laying in his own filth. I think he's given up on life. My relationship with my father is complicated, so I haven't spoken with him.
He doesn't answer my calls, return my email or texts... so I just don't bother trying any more.
But I am so angry. I'm angry because I thought maybe just maybe he'd reach out to me given the circumstances, and he didn't. I'm angry and hurt and feel like I failed as a daughter. I don't know how to handle this.