ive been popping various benzodiazepines for the past year......
serax, temazepam, valium, xanax, and now klonopin and ativan......
without the meds im irritable and homocidal... and i have developed a tolerance to them,,, i have to take a lot more than prescribed to feel anything. and recently ive been drinking alcohol with the meds and mixing meds to enhance the effects....

i doctor hop to get them and i get endless refills over the phone, its just too easy.....
i cant stop the benzos but i wonder if this is considered an addiction, my doctors keep prescribing them to me.......
cuz im so anxious and agitated....