It finally cooled down. I just came back from my first real walk in weeks and I didn't even feel like I was going to pass out by the time I got to the end of the road. Did a solid 4 miles. You can really see the drought at all the places that are supposed to have water. It's supposed to get as low as 57F Friday night.
Slept less than two hours last night. That makes about 5 hours that I've gotten so far this week. I keep forgetting to take the thorazine (which ideally I'd take every 8 hours). Not that it makes me sleepy, but it helps with the agitation, paranoia, and hallucinations which are getting pretty bad at times. I kept thinking someone was going to try to set me on fire when I first started walking but when I got to the main road I was just focused on not getting hit.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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