Yesterday we found out my sister is at a bit of a risk with her pregnancy. Its a concern but not a panic. But she needs to move the c section date up to September 17th instead of October 11th. But shes not on bed rest and she can go to work and stuff. But we're all just kinda on edge. Then I fell asleep last night at 6:30 without my melatonin because I wanted to watch AGT. I woke up at 11 and took the melatonin. I woke up at 5:15 with a med hangover a stomach ache from the Red Robin take out dinner we had, and anxiety about my sister. So I drank 2 cups of peppermint tea and took my stomach med and half a zofran and got my stomach under control. I took my morning valium and prestiq which then got my anxiety under control. The med hangover I was kind of stuck with since I didn't want to drink caffeine and make the anxiety bad again. But I had therapy so I stopped and got a Mountain Dew which I drank a bit of before I went in and saw her. But man was I baked to the point of barely being able to function. She was super nice and understanding but I do need to be more careful since theres only so much they can take when I do this type of stuff even though this was by total accident. I seem to be doing all my progress outside of therapy and then just coming to therapy wasted and a mess. Now I'm at home and nauseated again and still feeling the med hangover but I'm in an ok mood.

I'm wondering if I'm getting sick or something. I've taken my regular melatonin before at 11PM and have functioned just fine the next day. I just feel really sick and tired and I don't know if its stress or what. I get my blood work done the morning I leave. But I did say it would eventually all make sense.