I'm not in recovery really. My parents *assume* that I am, but I'm not. I follow my own rules when it comes to the weight that it should be , and i do try to eat healthy things, but my mother makes me eat her dinners every night , which are usually not healthy.

The way I've been losing weight is by being very active at work (intentionally making it so that I have to walk to and from my desk for things and whatnot), and skipping or restricting lunch and snacks since no one's there to care what I eat. I'm not at home then, I'm at work.

All I know is that I look *disgusting* now and I think that losing 30 lbs would fix that problem. I've lost *much* more than that in the past and it was okay. I just want to be "little" again and I think I'm going to keep re-arranging my diet as I've been doing until i get there. Hmmm...

Bjork