I don't like looking at myself in the mirror anymore. Though I feel like I still look younger than I am. I'll see a recent photo of myself or a reflection from a window and look horrid. I feel like I look better on the mirror than a photo or a reflective window. I feel like my upper body has gotten wider and more mass in the stomach area. I hate it!

I used to be extremely thin for so many years. When I was much younger I loved looking at myself, but I never obsessed about it like other guys I knew. When I was younger and thinner, people used to remark that I appear to be tall. Now they tell me that I appear to be short and stocky. I never wanted that look.