yeah that's what my partner said. I find it hard to make new friends she to my socail anxiety and really bad experience with toxic friends in the past.

I just feel trap in the situation because of the art class, so I'm finding it hard to pull away from her. We do it once a week, on a weekly bases, online zoom class.
Don't know how to approach it.

oh and Kate did message me yesturday! before class started. saying " morning! let's talk after class - I've got a packed weekend so I can't meet in person, sorry"

I did wonder now I'm not sure, but is there a feature where you can view people messages, without clicking it on. So it doesn't appear "view" I'm asking this because I mention to do fundamentals to teach the kids, and when I watched she seemed to do that. And we'll...you can't look at a message 5 mins before class starts and suddenly figure out how to draw fundamentals. It takes time. And she told me it takes like an hour for her to figure it out before the class starts.
So I am wondering if there is a feature or apps that do that.
I know it sounds a bit paraiond but I don't like being treated that way.

I did spoke to Kate yesturday before our art class started, I asked if everything is okay? she said yes, and seemed happy.
I asked are you sure? and she said yep.
So we are okay? because I notice I message you but you didn't got back to me. She said oh yes, I was telling myself to reply back to you.
I then asked "so if anything happened between us, you will tell me"? and she said "oh yes, you would know".
After the class we had a chat through zoom about art class, I asked how her week was and she said she been on dates with guys.
I thought to myself! I knew it! she is having a grand old time and me was worried about her and I have constantly try to remind her to do things!!! for the art class.
It kinda pisst me off. Of course I didn't reacted that way when she told me. I guess I message a passive aggressive comment and said "Oh so that's how it is"