Sometimes this whole interpersonal thing is just SO hard. I messed up this evening, was supposed to be out at an event but got the dates wrong. I thought it was next weekend. Anyway, I felt disappointed and a bit silly, so told R how I was feeling but he seriously doesnt respond how I need him to sometimes, and there seems very little point in doing anything in return, especially when it is late and he is really struggling with the heat. So I just retreat. And feel.... Annoyed? Unseen? It's hard putting yourself out there and not being seen. That's the biggest reason I totally shut down in the past. I know he doesn't do it on purpose, he just doesn't get it sometimes. But it doesn't help knowing that, really. I still feel... I don't know... Trodden on?