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Aug 14, 2022, 10:22 PM
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Member Since: Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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Originally Posted by MuddyBoots
(also responding to Beth & downandlonely)
No. I'm a goner. Never gonna see the summit of mt. katahdin. I even tried convincing myself I was being paranoid but I just can't shake the soundness of the logic behind what's going to happen tomorrow.
Addicts shouldn't have children. I thought about calling a crisis line but what are they going to do? 100% chance I'll be dead in a week or so no matter what I do so I'm just hiding with a knife and some pepper spray but that won't do anything against a man with a lot of guns.
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It's a terrifying situation to be in, it feels absolutely hopeless, I've been there with a long-time boyfriend I lived with who was an addict. ALL you can do is get out. That's it. Get out. Stay and you're in mental and physical danger. Do you keep going back because he's your father? Because you're being self-destructive? Sharing drugs? You're getting something by going back every time, right?
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