Just a quick note to say I'm doing so much better. I'm not depressed. Physically, I'm functioning almost normally thanks to 3 bags of blood I got the last week of August and 3 bags of intravenous iron. With the help of someone I hired, we got my apartment cleaned up and decluttered. Just had the carpet cleaning guy here. The awful heat has subsided. I feel like a new person. No more morbid thoughts.