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I'm finding it incredibly difficult to not use right now. This comedown sucks. Super tired but can't sleep, depressed, anxious, still paranoid, etcetera etcetera. I really miss the person I used to be. I need that back.
On the plus side it's great to see Bean, Lu, and Bo again. Bean's being a vocal little bastard right now. Bean is so much like how I used to be it's not funny. We call him my son lol.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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