I feel soooooooooo good!

I've been allowing myself to procrastinate on housework for about ten days and living in chaos. I have to rest before i can tackle things so that makes it a long project. I finally got tired of resting today and made excellent progress!

I even cooked! Rice and beans -- so affordable!

I feel so good for breaking that darn impasse with my housework. My kitchen was a wreck. But in 90 minutes i had it put back together and managed two loads of laundry also. There's a lot more to be done, but my home is in working order again and i am so pleased.

I was worried i would have to cancel social events i have planned for tomorrow and the next day and stay home and rest so i am relieved that i have made enough progress with my housework to allow myself to go to them. I'll dial my energy-output low and conserve my energy for the balance of my housework.

Tomorrow i may see the man i am interested in. I've got my outfit all planned. We don't have any commitment to each other tho. We just see each other at my drop-in. If he shows up at the same time as last week when we saw each other i will take it as a good sign.

I thought of asking for his email, as that's the least intrusive way we can keep in touch, but i don't think i will. I'll wait for him to make a move. Guys are flattered if a woman takes the lead but i've read that it doesn't arouse their masculinity so i will just show up attractively dressed and be pleasant and if he does not make a move, that's that.