I visited my grandma today for the first time since July 4th. It was so nice to sit and talk to her! She never judges me, i was able to speak about my previous episode with nothing but love and acceptance from her. I will be crushed when she passes but that’s why I spend as much time with her I can.

I meant to go to the gym but I just got so caught up talking that I ran out of time! My back is screaming at me now. It seems like for right now at least I need to go walk on the treadmill every day that I can.

I was also reminded by my group that although I’ve been feeling alone and friendless IRL I have so many friends here to turn to when things get rough. So I thank each and every one of you for supporting me these last ten years. Members have come and gone but when someone leaves another slides into their spot. You have all been so nice and non-judge mental that I know I can say anything (as long as it’s not too triggering or offensive of course) and I will be supported as needed. I hope I do the same for everyone here!

Sending love and healing to those that need them today and every day!