I did actually buy some black cherry ginger soda early this morning. I've been drinking the premier protein shakes as well which have 30 grams of protein. Those are my go to instead of the Slim Fasts when I need legit protein but can't eat. Today I had breaded walleye and some fries. I ate the walleye. I ate some of the fries. I'm not sure what else I'll eat. I managed to not take the Prestiq yet so I'm still functioning.

My uncles girlfriend deadnamed me this morning. It was just me and her in the kitchen and I was so taken aback by it I stumbled on answering her and she asked me to repeat myself. I haven't been dead named in a long time. She doesn't mean anything she just slipped up. It was an accident. She's accepting and stuff she is just a cancer survivor and she seems very tired and worn out and not happy on this trip. My uncle isn't very happy with her since she is preventing him from having fun.

But I seem to have forgotten what the severe anxiety and agoraphobia I had before felt like. As I said before its just the fatigue and loss of appetite mainly now. I am getting a lot of sun and heat and my stomach med my gastro doctor prescribes says to really avoid the heat. I've been walking a ton but today I feel ok but I haven't taken the Prestiq yet and its getting late. When I take it though I just get this type of fatigue that like radiates through my entire body and I feel it deep in my bones but after a 12 hour sleep I am ok until I take it again. I've never felt anything quite like this. I am curious what I weigh now after all the walking and stuff.