I can't believe I sent that email. You're so going to judge me. Do you think I'm weird or disgusting? I do. Oh how I wish I didn't send it or if I could somehow get a hold of you and tell you not to read it. Seriously, why did I do that?! Please don't judge me too harshly. It was sort of your fault for explaining it to me. Ugh! So embarrassed and ashamed!