RCL - Thank you so much for your response! It's one thing to hear it from your therapist, it's another to hear it from someone else.

I'll be honest that I really did like it. I felt more sensitive? And it was just nice being able to feel pleasure during this time. It's not fair that H always gets me to do him while I'm on my period, but I'm not allowed to do anything to pleasure me.

I am a novice when it comes to sex. I have so many questions and don't know right from wrong from weird to normal. H is the same. I didn't even feel comfortable looking at H naked for 3 years!

As far as my therapist, I emailed her telling her that I need more help. I understand she can't process this in an email, but I don't feel comfortable saying such things in-person.

Thank you again! I really do appreciate you sharing your experience. It gelps me feel a little more accepting of myself.