I made it through a couple of days and then ended up burning two nights in a row. Oh well. Like I said, I'm not extreme about this or anything (one of the only things I'm not extreme about). Whatever, it was just where I at. I think I'm in some sort of transition. I have just started the meditation, so I am only a beginner-- it is not enough to become "bigger" than the SI yet. I am going to start the yoga classes this weekend-- Starting with Kundalini yoga, which is meditation focused. Also, medication wise, I am completely unstable and I see pdoc on Mon, so it's back to the drawing board again (his words). Maybe after this 18th time, the right combo will be hit upon.