Today was good! I met with my mom and arranged to have lunch with my pastor friend next week.
No work today, so apart from the Sunday service, I lazed around all day. My biggest action was sorting out old vacation photos again.
Tomorrow, I have a few things. I meet with my PsychNP for a regular meeting. Usual chit-chat to make sure I'm at baseline. Then later on, I'll get a haircut. Just a no frills buzz cut. I've got a lot of hair right now!
The big event is my neurology appointment tomorrow afternoon. I've been waiting for this for seven months! I get to find out how big of a risk I have for brain bleeds. They found blood clots in the brain during an ER visit in January. This concerned the ER doc so much he put me on statins and scheduled me with a neurologist. My job fired me so quickly I didn't have time to make the appointment while I had insurance and the rest of the year has been crap. That neurologist was a jackwagon, Medicaid took five months past two weeks to approve and then I had to wait two more months. I just don't want to stress out and stroke out and the sad part is I don't know how likely of a possibility that might be.
All I want is a sit-rep with my brain and everyone since February has actively hindered me. Tomorrow should bring clarity.
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"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
-Litany Against Fear (Dune)
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