I slept till 5 pm today. My heads not doing the clicky thing it was doing every time I shut my eyes. "bugs" are still there but less. I had a conversation with H about subjective reality. So I got nothing done today. I'm trying to color every day but the past 2 days I haven't been doing well. mood wise I'm okay. It's not like it's bothering me or scaring me but I'm starting to think my injection is wearing off sooner then they should or it's just break through symptoms. This is not the time for this. I have my headphones on and keep checking my phone as it's "ringing" to me. My anxiety is high too.

In 2 weeks we're taking our older dog to the vet and for a tumor on her knee. We're bandaging it and everything but I'm worried that we wont be able to afford the treatment. That was the soonest appointment they had. So much stuff going wrong mixed with good things mixed in I don't know how to deal.