((((((((((((((((((((((( freewill ))))))))))))))))))))))))
Don't go. You are important. Keep posting.
I SO know the feeling of wanting someone to cook my meals for me. I was recently at an environmental education camp for 3 days with my boys and all of the meals were served in a cafeteria. Everyone ate the same amount of the same thing, and we were really hungry at meal times because we were so active. It sort of "reset" me for a little while - someone was providing me the tools to eat like a normal person - I just had to show up and do it.
(((((((((((((((((((((( freewill )))))))))))))))))))) please don't go. If people find something triggering, they don't have to read it.