I was in healthcare also and realized I was unfit for it. I have impaired judgment due to my mental illness. I totally understand your lack of motivation to be in healthcare. I am now taking care of my parents. I am also taking some classes to help my family's business. I am much older than you, I believe. You should do what you want with your career. I've decided after many setbacks to pursue another area of interest. Fortunately, my family has a business and can afford to help me still. I am blessed. I know without my family I would not be anywhere but on the streets - homeless. I was homeless once. I have come to the conclusion that nothing lasts forever in this world. Your situation will change as mine will also. I would not give up and become depressed about your situation. I would try to make the best of the situation by taking finding what you really want to do with your time/ life. If advertising is an option, I would look into it. The family down my street owns a billboard advertising company and is doing quite well. I don't know how they got into it but they seem to have a comfortable life. I think if you put your energy and time into making some positive strides in your life, you will overcome your obstacles and succeed.