I'm sorry you're struggling with grief over not currently having a romantic partner, Aviza. Those are valid and understandable feelings. I really really love what BreakingDawn had to say and I agree 100% with her.
In the meantime, Aviza, before you meet your true love, and I know I may have said this stuff before because it's something I'm passionate about, but what are the other forms of love in your life? There are many different types of love. Including self love - so be kind to yourself. You'll meet someone. I'd love to see you happy in the meantime