I had probably my best session today with her. As we were walking to her office she said she had been thinking about me last week and wondering how I was doing. We talked about my vacation and I was honest with her that I slept about 12 hours each night and brought my own food to eat but that I did participate with my family and they noticed a difference in me. We talked about my name change and I told her how it went and I told her about the super nice secuirty guard who gendered me correctly but called me "buddy" she said "you look so young you look like you could be a teenager. You don't look like you are almost 30." I talked about my pdoc appointment next week and how at one of them he told me the Ukraine war was possibly the end of the world. She was really pissed about that and said he shouldn't be saying that. She said he sounded like a jerk. I told her I was so focused on the Ukraine war but that stuff like Monkeypox and Polio werent bothering me and I said I think its because of my pdoc and she said "yeah it sounds like thats what happened." So she basically thinks my pdoc tramatized me. I mentioned transference T a bit but not a lot. Just that I had a therapist who sometimes would take her bad days out on me and then the next week say "it wasn't you, it was me." I then said that I gave that therapist a Iot of credit because she was the first one I came out to and she gave me the resources I needed and she helped me out that summer during covid when I had no idea what was going on" I didn't mention much else about her. So yeah today was pretty good and I was focused.