I'm glad you were so reassuring today about the things I've been so stressed over. But you said you were thinking of me last week when I was on vacation. I honestly was hardly thinking of you. I don't need a transference T #2 so I've been sticking to my own boundaries. You also said I could email you after my pdoc appointment next week if I wanted to. Honestly I really had to claw myself out of my transference T situation I don't want to be in another situation like that. I probably will wait to discuss the appointment with you. I'm not sure you know what I'm doing by putting my guard up, but you seem to be respecting it either way.