I found out that my review is supposed to be in writing by my boss, but he's majorly delayed for some reason.

I am having a hard time due to lack of sleep and more recent death around me. My husband kept me up for half the night because he couldn't sleep, and I got maybe 3 hours of rest.

Now I have to talk in a company-wide meeting today and I have an assigned project due Monday that I must work through. I feel like calling in sick, but I cannot.

I am having a rough time all around. I am very envious of a dear friend that I met on a mental health forum years ago. She gets short and long term disability through her employer and is taking yet another disability leave of absence for a few months.

Around and around I go on this topic, but I wish to all hell I could receive disability so that I can take care of my mental health and take time off from work.

You know when you're sleep deprived and then everything is colored dark because you're exhausted?? Or everything is a struggle because you're exhausted? That's where I am at.