Over all, I/we're doing a lot better than last year. It's getting close to a year since we've had therapy. Therapy is great for some people, but for us therapy was a disaster overall. It appears there are tactics psychologist may use, that IMO are immoral. I'm guessing they do it for certain people in an attempt to revive their passion for life, but it can obviously backfire like it did for me. I just wanted a good therapist who cared. Both of my main psychologist put far too much effort into trying to make me think they were romantically interested in me. I bought it for about a half of a year for my first T, but not for a second for my 2nd T. My 1st T was bad enough, ... in an older post I described some of it, but that's nothing compared to what my 2nd T did in countless therapy session. It was traumatizing TBH. I wish there was someone I could talk to, to vent rather than bottling it up inside, but I'd be too embarrassed.

I'm angry now just thinking about it