So H went to bed. Me I’m staring at my computer screen using it as a mirror so no one can sneak up on me. I feel bugs, my leg is shaking and feel like there’s someone behind me, with music on, I really wish I hadn't slept today Everythings all ****ed up. But my phone hasn’t “rang” today. I don’t think I’m having (hypo)mania but it’s really uncomfortable. I don’t have time for this ****. It’s bad enough that I’m being obnoxious to you guys but I couldn’t even pick up the call from pdoc because I thought I was “imagining” it. I don’t want to call again. I see T tuesday So I’ll have her deal with getting a hold of pdoc. I’m so shut down too. I’m taking my meds. One day when I missed my night meds I took it that morning. I hate this. I don't want to bother anyone.