I wish we never got back together. I have been belittled, degraded, called a fat pig, told to go suck his **** in the family car, I'm told not to speak, I take xanax when he's near me cause he makes me so flustered. Today I take money out over at the cash register to get enough money to leave him. I'm abused mentally and physically everyday. So much the apartments near us have called the police cause of the fighting.