Hi everyone, thanks to those of you who offered me support & advice in the past. I didn’t mean to itnore anyone. I have memory issues. I’m forgetting more things like dates, things I need to do, and misplacing things more often now & I’m only 50!

My depression got worse after my 16 year old cat died earlier this year. I hope that I can be forgiven fir this. I was drinking a lot to cope with my pain over everything.

I feel like a burden & that no one really cares about me most of the time. Not even my husband who usually ignores me, ugh! Only my remaining cat seems to care about me.