I think it will get bad because I'm already well known at my college. There was a private discord channel that my profile and messages went viral to that a lot of students were on. My behavior was driven by sex so I didn't really care about social norms I just wanted what I wanted and now I am shunned. If I don't address this it will get worse. I'm not a pedophile or anything but I need to fix this now.

How do I get help about this? I don't know if I can change how I am wired sexually. I am so confused right now that I really don't know what to do but I was a happy girl that studied and minded her own business and now I'm a freak and my friends are choked. I don't know if I can go back there.