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Default Aug 28, 2022 at 07:48 AM
 
A lot of shattered people, perhaps all, have good but also disturbed negative parts. It's become so obvious there are parts inside who are in terror, so angry, full of hate, just a ball of pain. Every week or so they somehow get to the front, perhaps against their will, and they do a lot of SI. Even when they're not in control of the body I/we often hear their words of sheer hatred. We can feel S** and maybe another. We used to defend ourselves by replying to them but have learned to ignore them most of the time but it seems impossible to completely ignore such hate.

Why would the brain make them front? We feel like their pain builds till the brain becomes so desperate that it has to let them release some of their anger. It feels like therapy for them. Some people would love to take a pill or something just to make the voices go away, but we feel it's their only way to heal. It's like they're lost souls and we're their one and only last chance. If it means helping those who are in pain, then it's worth it to us.

They seem to be getting better. Sometimes they get worse for awhile, sometimes getting close to ending the body, and we have specialist to take over when that happens, but overall they're healing. It may seem like one isn't getting better, but they are. One day they'll be healed! Don't look at life as if your pain is pointless. Sometimes life may seem like it's not worth it, but by living with shattered parts you are spreading light into their soul, and thus you are saving them. But don't forget they took your pain during childhood, so they saved you!


Angel Fire, Clara, S** in background
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