Weird morning. I was busy making a batch of spaghetti sauce for the next four weeks, like I do. It appeared my sister called a couple of times but didn't leave a message. And then my friend from college called a couple of times and didn't leave a message either. So I'm wondering if there's a problem with my voicemail.

The last time I spoke to my sister I told her I didn't want to do the phone calls anymore because she's too upsetting to me. So I wonder if she had something to tell me or if her phone accidentally called. Around the same time my friend, whom I had split up recently, sent me a message saying that he's worried about me. I don't know why people upset me and then they want to get back together with me and not apologize. I don't get it.

I had planned to call my college friend later today. I called him back but just left a message. I hope I can get through to him sometime today. I feel like I really need him or anyone else who can lend an ear.